Lucid Capillaries

she walked across the moon
and set sail to find the answer
the blade was close to her wrist
and as she pulls it slowly
she felt no pain
instead she scraped it along
flesh and veins intertwined

red elixir sprouted like dots

sweet satisfaction

she finally feels 

couldn't care less if it hurts

she basked in the reality

and as she dropped her instrument

she crawls back to her shell

as if nothing ever happened

lucid capillaries 

ethereal silence

coated with regret, she smiled

and admired the wound

jakarta 10/06/11