I decided to start writing again.

Hello, hi. I don't know how to start this, but I have this sort of- violent urge to write again.

I've been thinking on starting over a new blog, but I think that wouldn't be the most advisable thing to do. Today, I wanted to write about me, and my selfish insecurities. I feel like it is time to voice my opinions, although not literally voiced this blog post will do. Lately I have been in random spikes of being in between a manic phase, in which I am very motivated and inspired, then falling back to it's polar opposite, being totally un-inspired and very agitated. That is normal I suppose, being an adult does have it's unpleasant perks.

If you don't know me, I will introduce myself as a girl by the name of Fathia, who like any other, is trying to make her way in this world. When I say in this world, I meant the cyberspace included. I am falling quite haphazardly apart from what is to be my main obligations of being a university student which is; completing the one burdensome yet crucial stage on graduating, making a thesis.

It's funny how one obstacle in your life could seem so trivial to some people but to you, it's a big and impassible roadblock that you just can't seem to conquer. It consumes you as a whole and makes you feel so... inferior. However, I do understand that sometimes it's just your head playing clever tricks on you and dragging you down to what seems to be unachievable. Note. your mind could be your worst enemy. Although of course, I'm sure many of you know that by now.

I want to try and keep this blog as personal as possible. For some of you who know me from the almighty Youtube, I will be spilling some dirt about it in this blog too, as I have many things to talk about regarding that matter.

This was just a very brief post on what now just feels like a rant. Although I must say, I do feel a bit better (oddly enough) about my situation and I kinda feel like jumping in to writing my thesis again. Hm. This goes along with my other theory that sometimes you just have to talk to someone, write, or even just rant and then move one. Sometimes your problems like to get in the way and seem bigger than it actually is. I realize that. So to you, whoever you are, procrastinating on that one important task, just D O   I T !

That's it for now I guess.